Back & ready to spread my fairytales <3
To ten million fireflies
I’m weird cause I hate goodbyes
I got misty eyes as they said farewell
But I’ll know where several are
If my dreams get real bizarre
Cause I saved a few and I keep them in a jar
Oh mah gawd! I’m ready to blog! I am back! with a selfmade WordPress Theme. Nothing big & professional tho <3 I took the coding from my Gabriella Cilmi fansite (www.Gabriella-Cilmi.Us – upcoming) cause I am too lazy to code a new one lol. I have been missing this blogging thing. So – where to start … I am owning more fansites than ever and I am going to give up some or one of them (Alicia Keys Fan) – I don’t want it anymore if you are looking forward to adopt it: it includes content – you can email me at celeste@soirdelune.net and with a site example you are/have been working on.
And life’s sometimes great and sometimes bad. Though imo it is more negative than positive. Parents didn’t changed, my sister keeps bothering me & I wish I could slap her sometimes. I hate being her sister xD … It always amazes me to see sisters taking care of each other and being happy & lucky. I couldn’t ever imagine to hug my sisiter o.o; Yeah strange but she’s somekind of a … bitch. I have a younger brother and he’s my life. Sure, we sometimes fight but I really love him and would do everything for him.
This is all for today.
I would love to hear comments on the new theme 8D & I am going to re-open the design site soon! Keep checking back <3 (won’t be applying for a domain I think I’ll use soirdelune.net/design for the design site n_n;)
Love, Celeste
Well I know what I’ve been told
U gotta work to feed the soul
But I can’t do this all on my own
No I know
I’m no superman
I’m no superman
Oh my God – I just LOVE Scrubs. It takes me away from my sorrows & bad mood. I can’t help but enjoy it always when I tune into the series <3
Here are some of my favorite quotes – (Dr. Cox ~ ftw) :
Turk: Dr. Miller accused me of being sexist. Me! I’m marrying Carla – who do you think wears the pants? And the shirts… and the shoes… and sometimes my underwear.
Elliot: Really?
Turk: I said nothing.
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Dr. Cox : Now, I know you say you love us all equally. But you don’t, do ya? I’m onto you, Big Man.
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Janitor: [J.D. and Turk have been stealing hospital supplies] Hey, have you been stealing pudding cups and toilet paper around here?
J.D.: [stammers] No! I hate pudding and I don’t use… toilet paper.
Janitor: [Janitor stares]
J.D.: I have one of those French things that shoots water up your butt.
Janitor: Bidet?
J.D.: BIDET to you sir.
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Dr. Cox: Ladies and gentlemen, allow me to present, Man Not Caring.
[points to self]
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Turk: This is the reason why your headache didn’t go away: That’s actually pronounced analgesic, not anal-gesic. Sir, the pills go in your mouth.
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J.D.: [thinking] Maybe I was being unfair to Turk. Maybe it’s too much to expect a friend to just sense that you’re upset and wanna talk about it…
Elliot: [when JD walks by Elliot and Carla] Carla, I can sense you’re upset, talk to me!
J.D.: [looks confused, the continues walking and thinks] OK, but Turk is a prideful guy and it’s hard for prideful guys to admit when they’ve been insensitive
Dr. Cox: [when JD walks by Dr. Cox and Jordan] Listen, Jordan, I’ve been incredibly insensitive…
J.D.: [looking back to the hallway, thinking] Touché, magic hallway!
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Yay xD
And the world around us wont stop turning to night,
I like, I like,
I’m losing control right now and I feel it’s right,
I like, I like,
Were caught in this moment
And I’m blogging again. The last few weeks were very hard but I’ve managed to do it! I’ve passed my school year and didn’t failed – YAYZ! OwO I’m kind obsessed with Keri Hilson’s “I Like”. I don’t know why but I LOVE her songs & voice although I don’t like that kind of music. The weather is really hot here I’ve had headaches a few times because of the warmth. This sucks: in the winter we want the summer and in the summer we want the winter back o_Ô…
I’ve finally managed to eat ice cream in this season – YEAH :D I missed my chocolate ice cream so much and I felt like in a paradise when I held the ice cream in my hands *le sigh*. I need a new hair cut by the way! I want something like a bob hair cut. But not like V Beckham’s. Not that much short. It should atleast reach my shoulders. Does anybody have any suggestions? With a photo? I will print the photo and show it to the hairdresser *g*
I’ve updated the collective’s wishlist, too! And Melisssa from the Fantorium Network asked me to turn the site into a blog/design site. I’m still doubting about the name for my design site ;_;
Here are a few suggestions:
Moonlight Sonata
Autumn’s Grace
…. ?
xD
Help me, please D: I’m out of names lol …
Bye, Bye <3
If I can see it, then I can do it
If I just believe it, there’s nothing to itI believe I can fly
I believe I can touch the sky
I think about it every night and day
Spread my wings and fly away
I believe I can soar
I see me running through that open door
I believe I can fly
His voice was just WOW. I saw a street musician today on my way back to home. He was singing ‘I belive I can fly’ and his voice was just … I am so speachless. I gave him some money & a letter:
I loved your voice. You are really talented. You should contact a music producer
I think I wrote these words or somekind of that *laughs*. At first he was singing “I belive I can fly” (by R.Kelly) and then “Oh happy day” (Sister Act). I loved both but the way he sung “I belive I can fly” totally touched & enchanted me. <3 I’m his fan hehehe <3
Alisar Ailabouni – Germany’s Next Top Model <3
This is the winner of “Germany’s Next Top Model – 5″: Alisar Ailabouni. She is such a beauty, isn’t she? :) I love her <3
I definetly wanted her to win! She is so gorgeous! <3
I’m going to blog on German today – I am too frustrated to do it on english.
Eben kam ein Brief an. Vom Gericht. Meine schlampen Schwester ist einfach nur BESCHEUERT. KEIN Wunder, hängt ja auch mit schlampen & hurensöhnen ab. Alles hopper. Die hat mit ner Freundin bei H&M und C&A geklaut bzw. ihre Freundin hat ihr das geklaute Zeug untergejubelt. Mein Vater weiß nichts davon (also vom Brief – von der Schandtat schon) und wenn er es mit kriegt, dann bin ich auch dran und meine Mutter auch.
Wir können noch nicht mal was dafür. Ich habe meiner Mutter von vornerein gesagt:”Schick die doch einfach zurück nach Pakistan!” als sie uns schon einmal ärger gemacht hat. Aber nein, dann kommt diese verdammte “Mutter-liebt-Kind” Geschichte und Mama bringt es nicht über das Herz sie Wegzubringen.
Was soll ich nur machen? … ich muss gerade sowas von gegen den Drang, diese behinderte schlampe umzubringen kämpfen – ich würde amliebsten sie in Stücke zerschneiden… Die macht uns das Leben so schwer.
Warum stirbt die nicht einfach? Oder ich? -.- …
We live and we learn to take
One step at a time
There’s no need to rush
It’s like learning to fly
Or falling in love
I am soooo sorry! I haven’t blogged for ages. It is my college stress (final exams etc) that keeps me busy. Friends, please pray for my maths exam! I need your prayers/wishes. I failed maths exams this year and I need to get a ‘2’ (B) or at least a ‘3’ (C) grade to get into the next year. I have been practising the whole time and I got everything now but I am still afraid because I always get blackouts when I see the exam’s paper. Lol.
But let’s come to my life now <3 It was – besides of being busy – actually quite nice in the past few days. I feel quite I am even going to open a Isabeli Fontana fan site once my exams are over! And I am going to open my design site soon(taking not free orders anymore). I am sick of the name “Second Dawn Designs” since I am not really into Twilight anymore (nooooo – Celeste still loves Robert). So do you have any names for my new design site? <3 And a new name for my Isabeli Fontana fan site?
Graaaaah – I am again talking about the sites o.o I need to tell you about my life now so – yeah. My friend married a few days ago! She lookes gorgeous! I wish to wear the same wedding dress on my wedding, too D: And seeing her with her husband was so touching I almost cried <3 I am so happy for her *sighs* they both looked so adorable x3
I need to get offline now – mum’s going to kill me otherwise. Nevermind <3 See you later & wish me LUCK D:
PS: Have you noticed the new theme yet? 8D
‘The Reader’ – A masterpiece of literature
Did ever someone of you read the book ‘The Reader’? I have to read it atm for my college and I am so touched of it. At the very first I was like “OMG o.o” because there was much … mature stuff. But when I reached the 17th chapter of it (German version) I couldn’t stop reading. It is a oddly heartbreaking tale. And puls, the mature stuff didn’t appeared anymore after chapter 17.
It is written by Bernhard Schlink and already has been filmed in 2008 See IMDB – Kate Winslet in the main female role and the german actor David Kross as the main male role.
A little summary (Wikipedia)
The Reader (Der Vorleser) is a novel by German law professor and judge Bernhard Schlink. It was published in Germany in 1995 and in the United States (translated into English by Carol Brown Janeway) in 1997. It deals with the difficulties which subsequent generations have in comprehending the Holocaust; specifically, whether a sense of its origins and magnitude can be adequately conveyed solely through written and oral media. This question is increasingly at the center of Holocaust literature in the late 20th and early 21st century, as the victims and witnesses of the Holocaust die and its living memory begins to fade.
I do not know if anyone of you ever read or ever liked this book but I would highly recommend to read it to those who are interested <333
I am about to cry out xD I am so touched by the story. And I am so touched by the death of Hanna or of the way she died. I don’t think that she deserved it.
Cant’t think of a title now <3
So save your breath, I will not care
I think I made it very clear
You know what bothers me the most? Teachers. I hate all of them exept my english teacher. She is a very cute human being.
How ever – let me tell you my dilemma xD
I am re-doing the 11th grade. This is my last chance (I failed last year for the first time of my life and hopefully the last time) to get my “key” to the Uni. My old class teacher (Mrs. B.) came in our class room today and talked to me. She wanted to know wether I would manage the 11th grade this time or not and I answered with “Yes, Ma’am! :D” – and then another of my teachers (Mrs. W -.-) (she was in the room, too) said to Mrs. B: “Yeeeaaaaah-No.”
I was like: oÔ … WTH? – I truly now know how a person who runs amok feels – they must be filled with hate *laugh*
I mean Mrs. B was talking to ME and not her. She is such a stupid woman. Nobody asked for her opinion and I am going to tell it to the director incase I fail oÔ … hopefully she will get something that she deserves -.- …
Buuuuuuuuuuut however – I am so in love with the make-up of ‘essence’ – OMG I freakout <3 They have so adorable nail polishes and mascara D: I wanted to buy them but I am out of cash xD We’ve had a sunny day today here <3 Went downtown with Tanja n_n
The air around me still feels like a cage
And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again…
I hate my mother. She is going to make me give up designing -.- … I HATE her from my heart and soul. She is the most horrible woman you can ever imagine. When I am designing I forget all my sorrows etc and relax. I was so depressive when I didn’t started designing – everybody called me useless and after people started to like my designs I felt somehow proud the very first time and happy.
And I didn’t tried to suicide ever again – and now this idiot it going to end me and my life. She even told me “You are my daughter and I will control you no matter what. It is my right.” – sorry, but nobody has the right to control me exept of God. I feel like a bird in a cage and hate it to be controlled. I hate it so deeply. I would love to run away from home but I do not know where to go. I have a boyfriend, yes but I won’t stay at his home (his mother is cute to me <3).
I am sure we will break up soon – hahah xD – my fault anyways - I can see it coming already. And I hopefully will make a positive blog entry soon – I am sick of stress & darkness in my life. I do not want to feel pain anymore Q_Q … and I feel bad seeing other girls in my age shopping, meeting friends, telling me that their mummy is their best friend. I never felt “love” for my mother.
I love my grannie – the mother of my mother – she is so nice to me. And the sister of my mother took me in 2008 the first time to a hair salon and I got a new hair cut. My parents do not allow me to got to hair salons, shopping with friends, meeting them, have a boyfriend … I could make a looong list with things I am not allowed to do.